True Love

True Love

Can anyone describe true love? Let me tell you what I think.

When no matter what he or she does, you'll care with them with all your heart, when you're willing to go ANYWHERE just to be with him or her, to feel safe when held in his or her arms, to be able to communicate and be honest about everything cause you know no matter what it is about he or she will understand or even be sympathetic about it 100%, to be able to picture yourself with him or her in the distant future with a family and lives that show that you will that you will always love each other and time WILL NEVER affect your love.

This is what I have with April. Is there ANYONE in their "right mind" able to deny this as True love? If so, tell me NOW, because I must be under some strange impression that this is love, and I should hate to find out the hard way that I'm wrong!

Allow me to tell you a story:

The Kiss

April and I have started to actually hang out and be friends for about a month now, due to her being with a man already. You must understand, I've had it bad for her ever since I laid my eyes on her, and being friends with her for a month, all I ever heard about this "Boyfriend" was: "we had another fight today" "we've been together for 4 years, but now it's Dump him if he doesn't dump me first". Having "Dump him if he doesn't dump me first" going through my mind for the month drove me crazy, "When will she dump him then!!!" were my thoughts... but being the nicest little moron I am, I was unable to do anything with her so long as she had a boyfriend... so what did I do? TRY TO GIVE FEED BACK TO HER ON HOW THEY COULD PATCH THINGS UP BEFORE THEY DECIDED ON BREAKING UP! ... Yeah I know I'm a moron... but I hated the thought of trying to be the guy she dumps a fellow man for.

Now we've been hanging quite often, and grew quite fond of each other. She’d come over to my place and watch one of my DVDs out of my great collection, or we'd go out and see a movie at the Cinemas. This night, we decided to watch Stephen King's "The Dream catcher" at my place. My couch folded out into a bed so we could do some "FREINDLY" cuddling (she didn't get much from her place, as you could imagine through the mentioned description of her relationship above).

I cuddled into her from behind with my arm wrapped around her waists and my cheek against her's. For the duration of the movie, I couldn't help but to want to just turn my head ever so slowly and kiss her so very gently on her warm soft flesh known as her cheek. But I couldn't do it... the thoughts of "She has a Boyfriend" and "She's Totally out of my league, so beautiful... it's no wonder why she already has a boyfriend...". So we continued to watch the movie, cheek to cheek in the dark.

The movie ended, I turned the TV off with the remote, as April turned to face me and put her hand on my hip. We laid there looking at each other, as Time slowed to a stand still at the best time time could ever pick. The feeling in my gut, almost like butterflies, but not due to nervousness... it was that gut feeling that I knew she wanted me just as bad as I wanted her. I knew it, my gut couldn't lie! But we continue to lay and watch each other... until...
"What are you thinking?" she asked me
"Thinking of something I shouldn't do" I responded
"What’s that?"
"...This" I answered as I slowly leaned towards her and gave her lips a kiss. Again, time chose the perfect time to stand still.
We slowly removed our kissing lips from each other as we opened our eyes and smile to each other, and just as we did, we leaned back towards each other and made-out.

Later, she told me that she did not hear a word that was said in the movie, part of my cheek, that was laid on hers, was also laid over her ear. She did tell me this then simply because she enjoyed 2 hours of my cheek against hers more than any movie.


And on that last note, I would just one more addition to the requirements of what "True Love" is: Mutual Feelings. To be able to take all my "True Love" requirements at the beginning of this entry and have it apply to your lover as well.

And once again I will say that I do believe that April and I have this condition known as True Love, and I couldn't be happier.

I Love you Babe!
Truly