Maddox Blog

2005-09-10T18:47:00.000-02:30

Finally!

Well, I FINALLY took my first step into the Adult industry! I made a Photo Gallery! it's not on the net yet, but they now exist. I'll put up a couple teasers later, and when April and I create our own website, I'll put in the full gallery. it's just a "man home alone" kinda gallery, so it's quite plain, but I'm satisfied.

April went to her Day job today, but I had the day off, so I decided to take the day to clean the place up, and organise some things... and it's as clean as a man can clean the place... well, I guess that's not a good example... XP

We're on the FORTH Season of Six Feet Under, I can't get enough of this series! it's to bad that the Fith season is the final one. but yes, for any of you who haven't seen it before, go to your nearest Blockbuster and rend the first disc of the first season, and I can garentee that you'll love it!

Well, Pizza is here, so I'll go for now :)

2005-08-31T11:40:00.000-02:30

Well.... I was horny....

Last night was great! my best friend (who will now be known as Chris) and I when to a strip bar, April was joining us there. Chris and I were sitting in the Comfy seats in the back, when a nice misses known as Tigger Showed up. She sat beside me and started to flirt with us a bit, That conversation, ofcoarse, ended with a "So anyways, the reason I came up here to talk to you is cause I was wondering if one of you would like a dance." well we had Just got there and haven't seen any strippers on stage yet, and Chris was really tired after his first day in Collage, plus we were pretty damn broke... so we had to unfortunatly turn her down.

Soon later April comes into the scene. we told her about Tigger, and like a Cue on the set of a play, Tigger was walking up onto the stage to be the first dance. Wow, she knew how to work that Poll! she did Flips and Twists and got undress while hanging upside down! she was phenominal.

about 4 hours later, April and I left, Chris had left about 2 hours before hand cause he had School in the morning. April and I got back home and went straight to bed. but around 3:30 or so I got Horny.... quite horny. April and I had agreed before hand, if we ever need sexual attention while the other's asleep, wake'em up. but it was so hard to wake that sleeping beauty, she was so peaceful! eventually I did it, cause I started to really need it! Now April had started her monthly circle, and didn't quite want to make a mess with that, so she gave me one of her AMAZING Blowjobs!

In the Morning around 10:30 or so.... I got REALLY horny again! this time even more so than Before! when I told April this, she couldn't resist, she started to kiss me and feel me, and tell me I wasn't allowed to touch her n'or myself! she got me going CRAZY until I couldn't help it, I begged her, I litterally Begged for her! eventually she told me to "put one on" cause it's too messy to do it without one. It was amazing to have that much energy stored in the one sensitive place withought any means of releasing it for a while, and FINALLY getting to do so! she really knows how to tease a man, I'll tell you that!

2005-08-29T01:41:00.000-02:30

True Love

Can anyone describe true love? Let me tell you what I think.

When no matter what he or she does, you'll care with them with all your heart, when you're willing to go ANYWHERE just to be with him or her, to feel safe when held in his or her arms, to be able to communicate and be honest about everything cause you know no matter what it is about he or she will understand or even be sympathetic about it 100%, to be able to picture yourself with him or her in the distant future with a family and lives that show that you will that you will always love each other and time WILL NEVER affect your love.

This is what I have with April. Is there ANYONE in their "right mind" able to deny this as True love? If so, tell me NOW, because I must be under some strange impression that this is love, and I should hate to find out the hard way that I'm wrong!

Allow me to tell you a story:

The Kiss

April and I have started to actually hang out and be friends for about a month now, due to her being with a man already. You must understand, I've had it bad for her ever since I laid my eyes on her, and being friends with her for a month, all I ever heard about this "Boyfriend" was: "we had another fight today" "we've been together for 4 years, but now it's Dump him if he doesn't dump me first". Having "Dump him if he doesn't dump me first" going through my mind for the month drove me crazy, "When will she dump him then!!!" were my thoughts... but being the nicest little moron I am, I was unable to do anything with her so long as she had a boyfriend... so what did I do? TRY TO GIVE FEED BACK TO HER ON HOW THEY COULD PATCH THINGS UP BEFORE THEY DECIDED ON BREAKING UP! ... Yeah I know I'm a moron... but I hated the thought of trying to be the guy she dumps a fellow man for.

Now we've been hanging quite often, and grew quite fond of each other. She’d come over to my place and watch one of my DVDs out of my great collection, or we'd go out and see a movie at the Cinemas. This night, we decided to watch Stephen King's "The Dream catcher" at my place. My couch folded out into a bed so we could do some "FREINDLY" cuddling (she didn't get much from her place, as you could imagine through the mentioned description of her relationship above).

I cuddled into her from behind with my arm wrapped around her waists and my cheek against her's. For the duration of the movie, I couldn't help but to want to just turn my head ever so slowly and kiss her so very gently on her warm soft flesh known as her cheek. But I couldn't do it... the thoughts of "She has a Boyfriend" and "She's Totally out of my league, so beautiful... it's no wonder why she already has a boyfriend...". So we continued to watch the movie, cheek to cheek in the dark.

The movie ended, I turned the TV off with the remote, as April turned to face me and put her hand on my hip. We laid there looking at each other, as Time slowed to a stand still at the best time time could ever pick. The feeling in my gut, almost like butterflies, but not due to nervousness... it was that gut feeling that I knew she wanted me just as bad as I wanted her. I knew it, my gut couldn't lie! But we continue to lay and watch each other... until...
"What are you thinking?" she asked me
"Thinking of something I shouldn't do" I responded
"What’s that?"
"...This" I answered as I slowly leaned towards her and gave her lips a kiss. Again, time chose the perfect time to stand still.
We slowly removed our kissing lips from each other as we opened our eyes and smile to each other, and just as we did, we leaned back towards each other and made-out.

Later, she told me that she did not hear a word that was said in the movie, part of my cheek, that was laid on hers, was also laid over her ear. She did tell me this then simply because she enjoyed 2 hours of my cheek against hers more than any movie.

And on that last note, I would just one more addition to the requirements of what "True Love" is: Mutual Feelings. To be able to take all my "True Love" requirements at the beginning of this entry and have it apply to your lover as well.

And once again I will say that I do believe that April and I have this condition known as True Love, and I couldn't be happier.

I Love you Babe!
Truly

2005-08-21T01:48:00.000-02:30

Advertizing Comments....

Alright... in my last entry I had 4 comments... THAT HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH MY ENTRY! all 3 of them said, "COME ONE COME ALL! LOOK AT MY SITE!!!!!! oh yeah, your blog is good Alan... DON'T FORGET TO COME TO MY SITE!!!!"

....... I don't think these ppl get how insulting that is! I don't even think they read the fucking post!

ok, now I don't ppl advertizing thier own Blogs and sites in my comments, BUT At least comment about MY FUCKING POST aswell!

Bad Example:

Hey, great blog man!

ANYWAYS COME CHECK OUT MY SITE! IT'S A FUCKING GREAT FUCKING SITE WHERE PPL DO FUCK ALL AND HAVE A FUCKING GREAT TIME! oh yeah, it's insurance and stuff.

Good Example:

yeah I totally agree! I mean when you said (*Add Quote*) I was like "That's so fucking true!

but then I read (*Add Quote*) and I was like "WTF?" nah man, I totally think (*Add Opinion*)

over all I think that you're (*add opinion about the over all post*).

hey, come check out my blog, I think you might think it's interesting, it's about (*add Blog's Subject*)

Keep Postin, talk to ya later!

see?! is that soooooooooooooo hard?
*sigh*
Goodnight!

P.S: I deleted those 4 advertisements, they can try again if they wish to actually "COMMENT"!!!

2005-08-18T01:22:00.000-02:30

Ok... That Was Fucking Awesome!

WARNING, THIS BLOG ENTRY CONTAINS SERIOUS EXPLICATE SEXUAL DETAILS... ENJOY!

Ok, read this first: Paradise By The Dashboard Light

Ok, What a fucking GREAT night! AND MORNING AFTER!

I mean, we had a great Dinner with my Parents. We had Barbecued Steak and Potatoes with some salad on the side. My parents of coarse break into a story of sometime in our past life before April was around... hell they got into stories where even I wasn't around yet! hahaha. It was great, except my dad likes his Damages to his body stories, where he'd go into detail about just about every injury he's ever had to face.... And there are a lot... I had a good laugh, but I'm sure April felt a little sick after the gruesome Details, hahaha!

After Dinner, April and I left for some Coffee and treats! If you've never had a "Snowball" you haven't lived! They are delicious! On the way, April showed me something that she brought along. It was a Skirt, but not just Any skirt my friends, this was the Short Skirt she wore the first time we had sex in her car! (I've been wanting to do that again for sometime!) So, you can imagine the general mood I was in!

Later that night, we drove down to the road where we once did it. On the way I was feeling her EXTREMELLY SMOOTH AS SILK skin on her legs (she had already changed into the skirt at this point), as she drove. When we got there, we noticed that the traffic was a little more frequent than last time we were there. So we said we'd talk and wait it out a bit.... Well, we were using our lips... not 2minutes after we said we'd wait it out, we were all over each other making out like our lips were magnetically charged to each other! (Personally I think it was her tongue ring! ;D)

Not long after did I decide to kiss my way down her body slowly to end up right in the middle of her 2 legs. This is where I went down on her with my mouth, tongue, and fingers, succeeding with 2 Orgasms by her, RIGHT AFTER ANOTHER! After that, we decided to move both the Front seats as far forward as possible to give us as much room as we can have for the back of the car. Where she then decided to return the favor and give me a fucking GREAT Blow Job. I tell you, when she Sucks on my Cock, I can go WILD! You have no clue how Talented she is at that, and there are no words in existence that can describe it! She is fucking amazing! Then of coarse I Came, in her mouth (the Way She Loves it! it's like a treat for her to swallow my cum, SHE'S FUCKING AMAZING!)

We cuddled very close to each other, still in our Orgasmic glows, for about 10 minutes. When 10 minutes went by, we were shocked to see that my cock was ready for more! So slowly at first did I penetrate her, and had slow loving sex as we made out some more. As time went by, I started to go faster and Harder to the point where you can hear the slapping sounds we made every time our bodies collided. We were both Able to Orgasm there!

We then proceeded to go back to my home where we watched some Six Feet Under! If you haven't seen it, GO SEE IT, the Season Episodes are Rentable! During the show, April Loves to tease me a little by feeling me up every so often. When the show was over, we were both really Horny again, and so we had sex in my bed. I orgasm... she didn't... now I hasn't gonna have that! So I got down and went down on her again. When she Orgasm, it was HUGE! She was jumping all over the place, and her after glow could've lit up the room!

Not 20minutes later, guess what... yup, My cock does not like to rest! And when April saw that, she just had to have another taste! No complaints of coarse, and her being as good as she is, I again Orgasm... but as you can imagine, there was nothing to swallow at this point, just the feeling without the cum. and you know what's cool? About 15minutes later, I was ready for more! INSANE! April told me she didn't think it was possible for her to have anymore Orgasms after the big ones she's already had that night... I proved her wrong... I proved her wrong 3 times before I just couldn't go anymore. AND THEN, we slept! What can I say? We were exhausted!

The Next Morning, However, we sexually Teased each other with our physical contact and Intimacy, which led to Having Sex again, and both of us Orgasm! Let’s see the score here! I orgasm 4 times, and she orgasm 7 times All in a span of about 4 hours, with a few breaks, Then again each the next Morning! That's not half bad! Not At All!

2005-08-16T07:26:00.000-02:30

That's two months Yesterday!

Well we went out for some GREAT Margaritas lastnight! In which after we returned to my place and watched "Closer". It was a good movie :D while watching the movie April and I started to tease eachother sexually, which of coarse led to extremely passionate Making-Out and Sex.:D Then she stayed over the night. She just left my house about 10 minutes ago. It was great!

2005-08-15T21:07:00.000-02:30

That's two months today!

that's right, April and I have been together for 2 months now! is that it?! I feel as if I've been with her all my life, and I enjoyed all of it!well I'm taking her out for a couple drinks tonight, and we'll most likelly see the movie Closer and who knows after that ;)

needless to say I hope to have a lot of fun with my girlfriend tonight, and I'll update you guys tomorrow.

Later!

2005-08-11T20:57:00.000-02:30

wow... just wow!

Ok... has anyone started a conversation with thier girlfriend, and while talking she starts to undo your pants, but still pay good attention to you while she does so, then out of nowhere pushes you onto your bed and starts an Amazing Blowjob on you? If so, you know how fucking amazing that is! April is Amazing at giving me a blowjob! She's got those amazing lips, a worderfly pierced tongue, and perfect technique: she can deep throat like MAD!!!, and is a goddess with those hands!... just thinking about just makes me fucking hard!

Later on that night, I was up for another, and she didn't give it a second thought! ah, but I wasn't going to accept all gifts withought letting me repay her in someway. ;) so we ended up in a 69 position with me ontop, she sucked my dick without a flaw, as I placed my middle finger in her and corrested her clit with my tongue. she was on the edge for quite a while, but I relentless, and surelly enough she let it all out. let me tell you, I've never seen her have such an Afterglow! 5 minutes later she was just calming down from the tingling feeling between her legs, I couldn't help but to just sit back and giggle while she tryed to gain control over herself for 5 minutes. oh you should have seen the smile on her face, I bet her cheaks were hurting after that! it was amazing to see, and such a compliment to me! it's like a belch to the chef, but so much better, and sexier! ;)

Last night was amazing, and the best thing of all is that she's been over everynight this week! I love HER

2005-08-01T06:07:00.000-02:30

The Start Of Something New

I wrote this on the 15th of July, April and my First month aniversery, I had saved it for a Future Blog and I figuered now was a good time:

I've always wanted to enter the Adult Industries, but really never had the help I needed for it.
Then I met this AMAZING girl that I love so much! We started seeing each other and really got attached to each other.
So about a month of us just seeing each other, she built up A LOT of courage to tell me something while driving down the road "I'm a Phone Sex Operator". Hahaha, well being as Dim as I am I thought "oh so she helps ppl who have Sex problems, how sweet" then I realized what kind of Sex problems these guys had "Ooooh!" HAHAHA! It was great, I smiled and said that was totally Cool! She was more shocked than I was...
Any ways, as our relationship went on, my past interest of the Adult Industries got me to ask a lot of questions. and now I'm going to soon attempt to enter this great Industry!
My Girlfriend still thinks I'm screwed up with letting her do this, but I really do think it's cool! and I want everyone to know that if there's someone holding you back from doing what you want, Don't let them! what makes you happy is what makes you... you! Do what you want. And that's what I'm letting my girlfriend do, only now I'm joining her!

Hahaha actually I think I'm going into the live Cam stuff, I've always liked showing off! So when I'm out there, look for me, cause I'll be around!

Edit: I'm hopping around September or so.

2005-07-29T02:22:00.000-02:30

What A Good Horrible Day!

seriously though, what a bad day that just worked out to be a good one....

the night before, I found out that my familly was going to be out for the night the next day, and that I'd be alone, so ofcoarse I invited the Girlfriend ASAP (hehe, Love you April! ). we planned to have her pick me up at work the next day at 7 since we both got off at the same time! then we could get back to my place, take a shower, and be able to have sex withought needing to be quite about it in my house (cause I know she's been waiting for such a night)... I can't wait to move out of here with April!

so, the next morning I took my driving coarse and learned how to Parallel Park, easy stuff, I did great! I tell you, my day was looking up! I drove back home, and I was doing awsoem there too! till I turned onto my road HORRIBLY and I hit the curb when I tryed to park.... Oh Alan... it started off so well too...

Alright, no matter, just a little slip, the day will get better!

Work time! oh god.... why are people so stupid? why does nobody able to work in a group? why do I feel like my Boss wants to kill me? *sigh* oh well... HEY! it's 6:55! just 5 minutes!!! I can't wait!!!!!!! 6:57 comes around.... along with a Urgent need of me to do a 20minute job........................ ARG! so April had to wait for that to finish, cause apperently my Bosses aren't smart enough to have someone take my place when I should be off! FUCK! ok, do it as fast as posible!

finally done at 7:27.... I get into the car and see April! What a sight for sore eyes! I said sorry so often, she told me "it's ok, I wouldn't get mad at you for something you couldn't control". Awwwww, I love her! "yeah we can't do stuff... tonight...." What? "it's that time of month..." ACK! perfect timming! the one day that I get about every 2 months that I'm ALL alone in my house, she gets that monthly illness.... she offers to still pleasure me Orally, which is not bad at all, cause she's a goddess with those Lips I tell ya! but, I told her I feel bad that I couldn't stuff for her. but ofcoarse I wouldn't stop her, hehehe!

we get to my place.... why is the car in the drive way?! they should've been gone an hour ago! oh... there's been an accident on the car... small, but enough for them to not be able to make it to where they needed to go intime, so they just went back home and delt with Insurance...... why... why....?

well we went to my room and slipped in Six Feet Under into my DvD player and Ate Pickles! the Pickles Cheered us right up! we got to cuddle, and I've never felt SO GOOD in someone's arms before, all we did tonight was cuddle and watch DVD TV series... and it actually made my day. the rest of the fuck up day was worth being in April's Arms in the end... way more than worth it, and I actually feel lucky that I got to live this day out. All cause of you April, I love you SO MUCH Babe!

2005-07-21T21:22:00.000-02:30

What a Great Week!

April's been over every night this week, It's Great! I love her so much! last night we didn't even have sex, we just slept together, and it was still great! I love just cuddling and over all just being with her!

I'll be seeing her soon, we're gonna go out to this GREAT sushie Restorant, they make WICKED Chicken! (hahaha I know, they have more than just sushie!) then we'll be comming back to my place watch a bit of "Invader Zim"(BEST CARTOON EVER!) and the 3rd Episode of "Six Feet Under" which April finally, after of months of giving it praise, introduced to me Lastnight. she has reason to give it praise, it's a good show. the Dead father is my favorite Character! :P he's as laid back as I am! he was gonna let his son touch a Dead body, Hell yeah! good'old Undertaking Fathers!

well she should be here soon, Time to eat!

2005-07-15T21:56:00.000-02:30

First Post!

Alright!so this is my first Post. today's my Girlfriend's and my First Month Aniversery! YAY!